Bittersweet: A True Story of Love and Loss By Lotte Bowser

In this moving memoir, Lotte recounts her extraordinary love story with Ben, filled with laughter, adventure, and shared dreams. Their idyllic life takes a harrowing turn when Ben is diagnosed with a rare cancer, thrusting Lotte into the role of caregiver amidst the turmoil of the Covid-19 pandemic. As the world goes into lockdown, their journey leads them from London to Mexico, seeking hope and treatment against overwhelming odds.

Lotte’s raw and honest reflections explore the depths of grief following Ben's untimely death, far from home. Faced with the daunting question of how to envision a future without her beloved, she navigates the complex landscape of loss, discovering the fragile interplay between sorrow and joy. Through her heartbreak, she learns that healing is not a linear path; it’s a profound process that allows room for both grief and beauty.

This intimate narrative invites readers into Lotte’s world, capturing the essence of what it means to love deeply and lose profoundly. With poignant insights and a message of resilience, she reminds us that even in the darkest moments, there is light to be found. "Finding Light in the Darkness" is a testament to the enduring power of love and the possibility of hope after loss, resonating with anyone who has experienced the complexities of human emotion.